Just found an amazing website!

I just found an amazing website with lots of ana/mia music, and support, great place! http://letters-from-ana.webs.com/ I just signed up! =) You can find me, just search Kelsey.

Anyways, here's some summer thinspo. =)





 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

No I have not died.

So truth is it has been a really long time since i have posted anything, but i am quite depressed. I have gained weight, and have even gone up a cup size! (now a proud 34C!) which isn't that bad, but I can't let my self continue down this path and gaining weight. I started looking past what others thought of me and as my friend suggested, "live a little." So I started liking the freedom of indulging. Bad idea.

 I thought maybe I was done trying to be perfect, and told my self that I didn't care what others thought of me. But deep down i knew i was just excusing the frucking fat slob i am becoming. I HAVE TO CHANGE.

I just need support right now because I feel like my world is coming together but at the same time im falling apart. I got a dance scholarship to the University I wanted to go to, and I am very thrilled! I will be going across the country and I want to start new.

But I can't go looking like the shit i look like right now. I am too ashamed to state my weight. But it is going down. Sorry for this rather depressing post, but i will try to do better =]

~ a depressed Kelsey