I am very sorry that my first post was so negative, but im here to be positive and give an update! I am actually 135 lbs, not 138 like i thought! =D YAY!!!! Still a long ways off, but i feel better =) My ultimate goal is 110 and so i only have 25 lbs to go =PP
so my food today (no laxatives today, giving my digestive system a break):
2 calcium chews 20 cal
rasins/crazins probably 200 cal =/
cup of lettuce w/splenda and lemon juice 20 cal
1/2 can tuna with BBQ sauce 80 cal
1 see's candy 80 cal =P
2 cat crackers 20 cal
a little milk in my coffee 30 cal
total = 450 ish. And i danced 6 hours today ♥
not bad =)
Just to clarify i am NOT able to throw up but i am quite fond of laxatives and exercise. But i am giving my body a break. I think i did ok on my health exam. Not sure yet.
I was just thinking how easy it is to give up, give up on yourself, on your body, but YOU are the one in charge, and you just need to teach your body who is boss. Even when you screw up its ok because there is tomorrow to get back on track. Stay strong! Here is some thinspo for you all =)
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